Is it just me?

pregnancy is am amazing thing no doubt and I am thankful to be pregnant with my second child! But the way my body changes during and after pregnancy makes me hate my image.. 23 weeks pregnant and I started showing pretty early so it feels I've had a bump the entire time! but like I said early I am very blessed to have the chance to experience pregnancy, I can't stand to look at myself, I can't even let my husband see me naked anymore.. our sex life has basically halted and I feel it's because my body has changed so much.. of course he denies this I can't help but think otherwise.. I was a bigger girl before I got pregnant this time and I have actually lost weight since being pregnant. I just wish I didn't find myself sp disgusting.. I have suffered with depression for many years.. I just want the happy mentality I see everyone else have while pregnant.. any advice is welcome.. I'm desperate :(