I was 11 weeks pregnant but last night I started spotting. So this morning, I went in to ER. I thought I would hear the heartbeat and I could see the baby was OK. But the Dr. told me that I had miscarriage instead. We saw empty uterus. At some point the baby stopped growing. Today I kept bleeding and I think everything came out naturally.

I will be 40 in a few months and I just feel hopeless that I will never get pregnant again or even if I get keep a pregnancy full term.

I’m sorry this is so negative post but I really don’t have anyone to vent. I hadn’t told anyone about this pregnancy. Also I moved to far from my friends and family recently. So I don’t really know anyone here. Whoever read this long post till end.

Thank you.