Had a miscarriage at 11 weeks in March 2016.

Tried again Sept 2016. Finally pregnant October 2017.

Turned out to be a chemical.

Chemical again March 2018

Pregnant again April 2018.

Spotted for a while and saw the dr very early because of the recurrent losses.

Bloods were 39. A week later 14.

The night before I had my appt I got negative home digital tests.

Got my period the day of my appt and had bloods done that day 5/2 they dropped to 8.

In my mind it’s just another chemical.

Yesterday I felt like a walking zombie. Took another FRER digital and got a yes. Went in for bloods again and they’re at 9.

Same lab as last time.

The nurse on the phone doesn’t even know what to tell me. Says they should be below 5 after it’s been two weeks.

She said it is possible it’s yet another pregnancy but I don’t think so.

I don’t even know what to think anymore. I am so physically and emotionally exhausted and drained.

This is just crazy.

I wish they would give me an ultrasound to make sure there’s nothing there.