Great news! My SO is getting his old high paying job back, we're getting a new car, I just got an apprenticeship to further my tattooing career, signed up for art classes to better my skill, and started dancing again! So we (okay, mostly me) decided to stop trying for a baby.

Guess who just got a positive pregnancy test yesterday.

So not only was I excited about focusing on my career moves but to be honest my two children and four step children are getting to be a bit much right now. I knew adding another in the mix would be way too much for me. I'm stressing. He's happy and excited, I'm trying to be but can't find it in me to be happy right now. Support and advice would be great.