What have I done

OKAY STORYYYY TIME

So there’s this smokin’ guy at work & I was like

& I just kinda watched him for a long time when he’d walk past. Like for probably 2 fucking months I was checking this guy out.

& one day he gave me “those” eyes

And I swear my panties looked like this

And so my dumbass said “hey” and upon further looking at him closely I noticed he had a wedding ring on. So fucking fail right? 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

So I had to make some dumb shit up as to why I was talking to him 😂

“How’s working going” 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

Well anyways he made a comment about my ass and asked for my Snapchat. I was pretty hesitant.

He than said “I’ll explain everything when you add me back”

I said “ok” & walked away. I got home from work & didn’t add him.

THIS DUDE FOUND ME ON FACEBOOK, I DONT EVEN USE MY REAL NAME IN FACEBOOK LIKE HOW

& he messaged me “hey it’s Dave from work idk if the Snapchat thing worked here’s my Snapchat”

LIKE NOW WHAT HE OBVIOUSLY SAW I READ HIS MESSAGE LIKE SOS

so I added him.

& honestly it was probably one of the best discussions in my whole entire 21 years of life.

So him and his wife are actually in an open relationship.

I had no intentions of ever actually getting sexual with this man ever since I found out he was married.

He is seriously the sweetest man I think ive ever met. His wife and him are high school sweethearts & realize the emotions that come along with not exploring before falling in love. His wife and him are very secure with their relationship and realize that this works good for them. OKAY AWESOME.

So I have a very sick child who is needing constant care at the hospital, and between his dad and I taking turns and traveling to the hospital for three hour round trips I made a comment like “this is fucking ridiculous they need to figure something out I can’t be taking him to the fucking hospital all the time I have bills to pay”

Side note: we’ve had over 20+ emergency room visit and 6 hospital stays since January.

This fucking guy guys,

“Do you have a pay pal account so I can transfer you some money for food and gas? Maybe get something for yourself like a pedicure?”

I’ve talked to his wife, she is 100% fine with all of this within her guidelines and restrictions.

At this point I kindly decline, and I’m weirded out.

Another time I snap-chatted him a picture of my dash board in my car, my gas was low. & he responded, do you need any gas sweetie?

I declined that offer.

The night before payday we were talking on break and I mentioned I had one cigarette till the next day. & how I was gonna stop at the gas station on my way home because I needed gas and cigarettes. He asked me which one I was going to because he was gonna stop as well to get some snacks.

While I was pumping gas, this fucking man went inside to “get snacks” but came out with the receipt and a pack of cigarettes for me as I was walking into the gas station. Like omg aww.

Friday, payday.

After paying all my bills, getting everything for my son etc. I decided that we would go out for a few drinks, id pay. (To pay him back). He agreed. After work we met at a bowling alley and said he couldn’t go in, he looked upset.

AND THIS MAN STARTED CRYING.

He explained to me he’s a recovering alcoholic. I told him we didn’t have to drink, that we could get some food and just drive around.

& THEN HE GRABBED MY HAND.

I was like well this is weird lol. But whateves. HE PULLS INTO A FUCKING GRAVE YARD. 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

Idk it was fun and spunky I’ve never done that before. I’ve only been with one man ever so idk what this is all about lol.

I told him no sex, just a blowjob. (I had my period). He was like “whatever you feel comfortable doing”. I was like OKAY.

I’m pretty confident in my head giving skills so that was cool. But like not even kidding I was sucking this guys dick for 30 minutes. & than finally I was like let’s go to the back to get a better look at things and to get comfier.

He had this huge ass arm rest 😂

We get in the back and man it was defiantly comfier lol.

He ended up grabbing my booty from behind. & ok so I had my period but it was to light for a tampon so I had a pad on.

AND HE PUT HIS HAND DOWN MY PANTS. & I got uncomfortable BECAUSE WELL I HAVE THIS DIAPER LOOKING THING IN MY FUCKING PANTIES 🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

And he stops, turns on the light and said, “your period is natural, it ain’t gonna kill me. Don’t be ashamed”

& that in itself is like holy hell why am I not dating a man like you. LIKE I NEED ONE OF YOU.

He turned the light off and fingered me even though I was bleeding and just finished an 8 hour shift.

& at this point I just SO BADLY wanted to sleep with him. But like ya know.

THIS FUCKER LAID HIS SHIRT DOWN AND TOLD ME TO LAY DOWN.

& like idk I was scared I never had period sex before. & he has a nice car.

He said not to worry about it.

AND WE HAD THE BEST SEX IVE EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

Like I can barely walk today. He took me back to the bowling alley/bar, kissed me goodnight. & messaged me, “text me when you get home so I know you’re safe”.

The next day I had a pure romance party, he knew it was planned. & messaged me a half hour into the party his card info to get myself something nice because it was “well deserved”.

This is defiantly a super touchy situation. But even if it never happens again, I am just so happy it happened once. He is literally such an amazing guy.

Also, to add. I work second shift so my “after work adventures” are when my child is sleeping and in great hands. Until I get home.

& like idk but I’m pretty much speechless.

Btw guys I bought a suction cup dildo and some male attraction perfume 😂