I am a big believer of everything happens for a reason. My husband and I suffered a miscarriage in February and after physically healing and getting my period every month since I sit and wonder why me?! I am not extremely religious, but why is God’s plan for me to be challenged and to suffer. Ever since I was little I’ve wanted to be a mommy. I see everyone around me celebrating getting pregnant or becoming a mom and every time my heart aches even more. Comments my friends make are like daggers at my heart, and yet they don’t even know we went through a MC. When will it be my turn?