Baby/family troubles

Paige • I`m (: in love with my best friend and the king of my world bradley dent james cahlin❤️ TTC #1
I'm 18 and I've been with my boyfriend two months on the 9th. Thing is I have killer baby fever. I want nothing more than to have a family with him. He truly makes me happy. Thing is if I get pregnant I don't wanna tell my family. They've never been proud of me with anything I e done. I graduated high school little over two months ago and they weren't even happy they still found stuff to think of and be disappointed in me. When my second mom found out the first time I had sex when I was actually raped she was so furious and didn't want to talk to me for a while 😣 I don't want my family to be disappointed in me but having a baby and a family is what I truly want and makes me happy. 😓