I had to leave work early tonight because I was in so much pain. I'm bleeding a lot, and I just know this is a miscarriage.

The thing is, I'm not even sure I'm allowed to be upset about it. This pregnancy was entirely unplanned, conceived one one of the 16 days I've seen my husband in the short 7 months we've been married. We were seriously considering abortion, but I'm still devastated that my body couldn't keep it alive.

I do want children in the future and I'm scared for what this means for me.