Upset 😟

My Boyfriend who I have been with for 2 years and some change is currently in jail. we have a child together a baby girl & I had her a month ago. he has been in there for almost the whole pregnancy. I'm so upset because I had a plan that I wanted to have 2 maybe 3 more children. I already have 2 my son who is 4 my daughter 1 month. planned to try to get pregnant when my daughter is 3. but it's all gone to shit since he's in jail possibly getting 3-5 years. 😭 he wants me to wait for him & been trying to get him a lawyer but it's like 50,000 I'm so upset I can't stop crying about how everything has changed because of his dumbass actions.