Embarrassed or Ashamed?

I have only told a handful of people I have GB, and only 2 people know that I’m on insulin. I work in a hospital quality department with most of the team RN’s. I know it’s not entirely my fault that I’m going through this, but I feel like I should know better. Or I’m afraid that if I tell them they’ll get all “what are you numbers? Who’s you doc, did they do this? Are you doing that?! Like guys, I just wanted to share what I was going though, not seeking more medial advice.

Anyway. Just venting. My husband is terrified of the tiny needles, but has been super supportive. I still can’t help feeling scared and lonely through this. (Guess that’s why I’m reaching out to you all. Seeing if anyone else is feeling like me)

Hope you all are having a great day!