feeling down

Allegra • 👩🏼🌈 I love autumn and my dog

So I M/C in March and this is our 2nd month ttc and I lately feel so down. I just got a feeling that maybe I will never ever get pregnant again and have a baby. And I’m 39 now and will be 40 soon. When I was younger I didn’t want a baby so now when I really want one what if it is late and also I maybe don’t deserve to be a mother at all. I do know that I’m being stupid and I should not give up but I just can’t stop crying. I would like to know if any of you ever feel the same and what helps you be brave and go on. Thanks for reading this.