Endometriosis and hysterectomy!

Hi all. I have been trying for a baby for over 2 years now. I have 2 kids already so I am happy with that. But I did want one more child before I have a hysterectomy. But I’ve tried so long and am in pain almost everyday. I work and am a mother and I cannot put up with the pain anymore so I have decided to now go with the hysterectomy and be pain free. I am 33 years old. My husband is happy with 2 kids but would be happy with 3 aswell. I really want another but it just won’t work. I’m just wondering if any of you girls here has had anyone with any experience in having this procedure. It’s such a big step in my life and tbh my hubby doesn’t really understand that part. Of me losing my womb and my womanhood ☹️ i kinda feel alone. But have to come to terms that I won’t be having anymore children.. sorry if that sounds selfish as I already have 2 kids but I was so ready for one more! Any words or help with any experience will do. Thanks. Hope I explained that all ok 😬 x