Depressed over materialistic things ๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿผ *VENT*

Cel V โ€ข 04/10 ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿฝ 11/13 ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿฝ 04/16๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿฝ 08/21 ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿฝ/ ๐Ÿง’๐Ÿฝ๐ŸŒˆ TBD 07/20๐ŸŒˆ ๐Ÿ‘ผ

I donโ€™t know if its because of my new birth control but shit I feel so depressed.

I paid almost $1000 between two driving schools. Failed my first road test with the first place and passed with the second. When I first failed back in February I had the money to buy a used car. Now months later, finally got my license and not only is my insurance $600 but I am not able to outright purchase a used vehicle. If its not one thing its another.

I think the worst part is knowing I put myself in such a shitty place. While I am looking for a new job and going back to school in September I still cant help but feel like shit & super broke ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜ช

Another summer and hopeful vacations down the drain. Its save save save every penny. When I was 16 I remember wanting to be 21. Well I turn 25 this year and I take that back ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜ฐ