I didn't want it

I'm in college and met a guy on tinder, hung out with him once with some of my friends and I went back to his house (just us) to watch a movie. I was already getting bad vibes from him, he was very awkward. Something very off about him. We were laying in bed and in a way I did put myself in the situation. but I did not want to have sex, he was pulling me so close trying to turn my head to kiss him.I agreed after he kept grabbing me then he shived his hand down my pants. I was so scared to say no because I didn't want to make him angry. I never verbally said no but I remember squeezing my legs together to try to get him to stop. At one point he held a pillow over my face and I wasn't sure if I would make it. Seeing him makes me so nervous and I get so scared. I did put myself in the situation but I needed to tell someone. I did report it anonymously but I still can't can't shake it.