lonely

so after almost a week of being ignored by my significant other, i decided to go to his house (i recently moved out to start school then found out i was pregnant)(we were trying for a while then stopped) & he slammed the door in my face when he saw me, so i left. then he texted me today asking why i was there and basically didn’t say i was wrong when i said it didn’t seem like he wanted to be in my life or the babies life(he cried a few months back when it turned out i wasn’t pregnant) and so i told him i’d leave him alone but then i had one last question.

now i said thanks for answering cause like i said in the beginning, he had been ignoring me. not picking up calls or texting me back but he’d read my messages & i’m just confused. if you love me as much as you say & are in love with me and want a child with me(when i told him i was pregnant he said of COURSE he’d be there and be involved but broke up with me five minutes later after a petty argument) what changed? we’ve been together for a considerable amount of time so this is completely random & idk. i’m stressed and lonely. i have my first ultrasound tomorrow and i am just sooo disheartened idk.

i just don’t understand what happened

we are both also more than old enough for kids & financially stable, i was just planning on a career change so i was going back to school. so its not like a high school thing like oops i got pregnant.