i was 17, he was 29 when we met.. We met in January 2017 and lasted till March 2018. I ended up pregnant after we have been trying for a year and some months religously..

He came to my 8th week doctors appointment and we discovered we were having twins.. When he found out about me being pregnant we were both so excited, after all the negative test results, we finally had gotten our positive. Fast forward to March.. He laid hands on me in ways i never thought were gonna happen, but what triggered everything, was me turning off the TV at 3am.. Who knew this would escalate.

He also slammed my head into the wall when i was also 8 weeks pregnant, keep in mind i have seizures and that's a trigger for it, luckily i didn't have one. His friend stayed with us, his friend never helped me when he heard my cries for help, or when i was on the ground, his friend never stopped to tell my baby daddy that what he was doing was wrong. Both of his friends never stopped him.. So March 5th, the day after he busted my nose, i flew to Colorado Springs, where i now reside at a lovely womens domestic violence shelter (its very nice), i also have an appointment on May 30th for an apartment, I've been buying all the baby stuff that i need for my 2 boys, as well as supporting myself. However, I'm starting to feel bad because my children wont be having their father around or in the picture. Am i wrong for not allowing him? For not coming back to Texas to be with him?