Okay Today Is My 23rd Birthday..

& today is also the day I’m predicted to start my period.

We’ve been trying to conceive & we have our fingers crossed but I’m sooo nervous.

I feel pregnant & I’ve had so many symptoms and dreams of a baby girl , I even dreamt of her full name 3 days in a row.

I’m waiting till in the morning to take a test..

But everyone keeps asking me why I don’t wanna go out & get drunk for my birthday & I just keep saying , I’m not up for drinking. Cause I don’t wanna mention pregnancy with me not knowing for sure..

Ugh , just super frustrated & didn’t wanna be feeling down on my birthday 😩