Anyone else like me.

I’m always constantly checking my pee for bloody etc. Constantly fearing that I might miss carry. Just want to make it to 12 weeks so I can relax a bit. But everything I do make me worry that I’m going to miss carry. I was suppose to be having twins. But one didn’t make it. Last scan I had the lady said my baby seems healthy and growing and has a good heartbeat. My 12 weeks Scan on the 11th June. I’m both scared and excited. Just incase it’s no longer there.

I’m currently 10weeks 1 day due 20th Dec.