Came to the conclusion I’ll never be attractive or have friends

I’m 28, you’d think by now I’d not have acne on my face chest and back, and that I’d actually have the body of a woman not a flat chest like a little boy and no butt. And I’m not even skinny I’m chubby but zero curves, that combined with the acne leaves me with little to no self confidence. I also have no friends, nobody to go hangout with or do anything fun with, and even my own family ignores me. I’m so tired and I just wish someone cared. I even get acne bumps on my butt and it’s so gross and I’m self conscious. I shave my legs one day and the hair is back the next morning. I feel like my body is just against me and I’m tired of trying absolutely everything since the age of 11 to get rid of this and been trying since about the same time to make friends. But I just give up