Sex after Assault

So I had sex for the first time after my assault in 2012... Wow it’s been almost 6 years!

But I had sex with this guy I’ve been talking to for a while at a party and it was great! I surprisingly felt comfortable. But I feel as if i’m getting attached to him.

I feel like i reply too fast and I always think about him. He kinda lives a dangerous life and doesn’t want a girlfriend but he does like me and doesn’t want to move to fast because he was catching feelings...

IDK WHAT TO DO!!?!