I am so amazed with my son and my SO. I gave birth on 5/23. I never thought I could love 2 people so much. My son is just perfect in every way, idc what anyone says there is a such thing is perfection and I made him. As for my SO, the way he watches our son at all times just warms my heart. Last night was our first night home from the hospital, I had done skin to skin both nights in the hospital all night long, but we are trying to avoid co-sleeping at home so we swaddled our son and put him in his nursery center in our bedroom. Before going to bed though my SO mounted our baby monitor over the center, so he could watch him sleep and make sure he was ok. Once our son was put in the center he was wide awake! My SO refused to sleep until our son went to sleep, even though I was staying up. I felt bad so I put my son to sleep, which took a while, and put him back. I fell asleep and woke up to our son making a very slight whimper, when I woke up I noticed that my SO had fallen also with the monitor in front of his face 😍 I got up to check on our son and my SO woke up and asked if he was crying I told him he did a little but he was ok now . I then went back to sleep, I woke up an hour later to my SO sitting up in bed just watching the monitor, I told him to go to sleep and he said he was afraid he wouldn't wake up if he cried again 😍 I told him he will be ok. I then watched him get up and check on our son for very noise he made. I told him that he needs to self soothe and I didn't let him get up the next time. Our son did exactly what I told him he would and he finally felt ok to got to sleep. I was in such in awe with how much he loves our son that I couldn't hold back my happy tears. I am so in love with my boys.😍💙💙😍