this is my baby. Kittie. in this picture she was maybe 2. this past Tuesday, she got really sick and past away at about 7-8 years old. I held her as she took her last breath, but i told her that if she couldn't hang oni wouldn't be mad. we buried her that same night in the rain. I've done good being at work, but I haven't been able to really cry. not because I don't want to, I feel I have no one to cry to. my husband is trying to be a big boy, not show that he cries. so if she gets brought up, we seem to change the conversation quickly. I want my baby, I want her stinky chip smell, I want my cuddles. and I just want to cry and sleep. and most importantly, I needed to share it.

please, show me your babies.