I should have said no.....

k • most uncomfortable with self

My Husband and I went traveling for a month and throu all of it we became very stressed from it.

We had sex every other day but it's was just casual.

So much more focused on other things..

On the last day of our vacation my husband finally decided to take me in the shower,

Which eventually lead out of the shower,

God I was so turned on, more than I've ever been in my life

I've never done anal before but for some reason I was so horny that I just looked at him and said

"Do it, take me in the ASS"

He hesitated and asked me if I was sure

And I said YES

He was only able to get the tip in before I realized I made the worst mistake of my life

It felt like my ass hole ripped right open and perhaps giving birth to my internal organs.

I yanked myself off immediately and kneeled down in pain

My husband asked if I was okay and I tried playing it off

But I kid you not my ass hurt for three days, I couldn't even shit.

Clearly I'm not ready for this.

I'm also looking back at this laughing because it was also the most dramatic situation I've ever been in.

The next time we do this we might just be extra prepared.