Share ur story or just talk to me, I need it!

I just need someone to talk too, I’m so ashamed in myself ig. A month ago I tested positive for chlamydia, and was treated. I’m going back in a few days to get retested because I’ve been stressing so much about it. I can’t help but feel like I’m an awful person, I’ve been down the last month. No I’m not feeling sorry for myself I’m just disgusted with myself. What if I go back and test positive again. I legit have the worst luck ever not even kidding so being me I prolly will.