So I already know that I have strange thoughts when I masturbate cause I like kinky things like toys and role play and costumes etc. But idk if Im going too far because sometimes when I masturbate I immagine myself as a man having sex with another man. I also really find gay guys attractive (maybe more than straight guys) and I know for sure that I am a woman and I dont want to be a man. Idk why it just turns me on... Am I the only one with this kind of fantasy?