My man and I have been together for almost 5 years 2 of which he's been in the Navy, point is I don't see him a lot and before he joined I've only rode him twice. I'm seeing him next month and plan on trying again but I kinda want to blindfold him because if I look at him I'll remember the first time I Tried to ride him he called me "Adorable." ( I was going slow and enjoying myself plus he says he didn't mean it in a bad way he just liked the face I was making) When I masturbate sometime I climb on top of a pillow and hump it so I kinda have the back and forth motion down just not up and down (unless he's sitting up on a couch) in which my legs start to get sore :( He says I'm great in bed but I honestly just lay there and enjoy him, I want to do more for him and myself I don't want to be selfish in bed.