What’s the point

I don’t see the point in all ‘this’ anymore. My mum isn’t giving a crap, her bf is making me feel unwanted in my own house. School starts back in a week and I really want to move or be homeschooled but when I told my mum she said my reasoning wasn’t good enough, although I told her I want to move because being in the school I’m in gives me anxiety and I’m not learning anything cause I’m always panicking. And then my bf just isn’t trying any more, he’s always on his Xbox and he barely talks to me and when he does text me the convos are so dry. I love him sm and I don’t want to break up, we’ve been together 6 months now, but he doesn’t seem to be trying. Idk what to do. Anyone any advice pls?