I’m really struggling

Becky • My angel 18-11-17 👼🏻 My little rainbow 17-09-18 👶🏽🌈

I’m currently 21+5 with our boy following an early miscarriage last year. I’ve suffered with mild anxiety pretty much the whole pregnancy so far. I keep having trouble with brown discharge/spotting, I had some from around 11-15 weeks, then it went away and I began to relax.

Then on Saturday I had a really upset tummy and I think it’s set all the brown leakage off again, and yet again my anxiety has flared up. I just spent 2 days in hospital to basically get no answers or reassurance, I have a scan booked for 7th June which is the rest of my 20 week scan because he wasn’t in a position to properly look at his heart.

I cannot relax or stop worrying. Has anyone ever had this or experiencing similar? I really wanted to enjoy pregnancy, since it took us so long to get here, but it’s just sent me into complete fear melt down. 😞😞😞