Lost my little angels!

I was surprised when I was pregnant, didn't know what to expect being a first time mom. And was excited to give life, I didn't know I was having twins until 12 to 13 weeks. It was such an emotional experience because we went to get an ultrasound but I had no one to go with my husband had to work 😔 So I asked my father to come with me. And he did, that's when they called us in the ultrasound room and they told us. Did you know your having twins. I looked at her confused and told he she was nuts. And she told me again CONGRATULATIONS UR HAVING TWINS. my jaw dropped😧 I was surprised and in shock at the same time. But since the beginning I wasn't feeling to good never really ate much always feeling sick in the morning and throughout the day really. I called my husband and told him he didn't believe me either he was shocked. Such a beautiful moment for me and my father.

Soooo, I have told my OB when I want feeling good and what my symptoms were....but did nothing. I had been in the hospital for my back which was hurting a whole lot like level 10×10 pain. All they have me was tylenol and the had a urine sample and an ultrasound....they told me everything is good just to get some rest. When I came home after spending 3-4 hrs in the hospital for a fucking tylenol. I had the urge to pee, so when I went to the bathroom I felt like a balloon pop with a lot of water....I was scared little did I know it was my water that had just broke. I was around 24 weeks when this was happening. I yelled for my husband and he had told me you need to relax it's been a long day for both of us nothing's wrong. take a hot shower and come to bed. So I did. 2 hrs later I wanted to pee again, so I went to the bathroom and when I did I didn't have to pee I had like an urge not to push but just to stay there and hold a piece of toilet paper down (down there) when I was going to clean myself my first baby came out I felt it, very heavy. i screamed was calling my father to come see or help. My sister came and she said it was my baby that i needed to calm down. my whole world came crashing down. and didn't feel anything in my body anymore my sister called 911 and when they came took my to the hospital when 2 hrs later my other one came out and they both passed. I didn't know how to cope I just cried my eyes out every night every day I didn't want to eat anything. My Angel's will forever be in my heart.❤