hemorrhoids

Jennifer

so I have a hemorrhoid and I can literally feel it and it don't hurt or anything only when I go to the bathroom to much I have had it since my first child birth witch was 10 years ago but lately I been wanting to wear thongs again I always found them comfortable and my husband loves them but I'm sad I cant always wear them and wishing I didn't have hemorrhoids so I can or even to wear anything I please and be comfortable about it but are hemorrhoids supposed to go away or do they stay forever I'm scard to see the doctor not sure if they will do anything since I don't bleed from it or anything but sometimes it gets very swollen and I would feel it when I walk any advice on what I should do right now it's not swollen but I still feel it and makes me uncomfortable knowing I have it