every month around my fertile window I get depressed because I want to try for a baby so bad but my husband says no. he has no kids of his own and I have 1 child from a previous relationship who will be 5 in October. I'm so ready to have another and I tell my husband how I feel and he just doesn't care that I'm unhappy. it's so unfair that I give all I can for the family I cook, clean the house do the laundry take care of my son and even make sacrifices in bed but he won't budge on giving me the one thing I want. I don't know what else to do. I won't trick him because that's wrong I'm not on bc we only use withdrawal which he is apparently very good at since that's the only method we've used for over a year. I pray to God for him to either help me find a way to cope or for him to have my husband change his mind but to avail.. I need comforting. and I don't have any one to talk to about all this.