I want to try for my 4th and last child I desperately want a daughter sooo bad every time I got pregnant I hoped and longed for her all 3 times disappointed I love all 3 boys more then they ever will know even tho they weren’t a girl or girls and I’m glad they were boys but now we’re down to our last one and I’m so upset cuz it’s my last chance for a girl and I’m so scared to get pregnant and it be another boy and that’s it I’m done no doubt I’d love him of course but I’ve always wanted a daughter since I was a lil girl and lost mom at the age of 9 I never got the mother daughter experience and that means so much to me I feel terrible that I feel this way but I can’t help but feel a emptiness he wants to go ahead and I’m prolonging the process cuz I’m scared I wanted to maybe have 1 more after and if no girl then o well but I’m scared I maybe the one to have 4 boys and finally a girl 😒