been trying for years

Anita

I get on here a lot and I read a lot of comments I never put my input in but now I just want to share my journey I started dating my first love when I was 16 we was together like Own It off for 14 years I ended up marrying him in 2014 but the whole time we was together we tried and tried naturally to have us a baby never happened month after month year after year period just kept coming on I have four sisters two brothers they all have kids I have watched my friends have babies and I have cried when I get by myself just would being happy for them but sad that I haven't got to smell hold my baby yet but that was something I had to get over and I think I have got a lot stronger over the years I have separated from my husband shortly after we got married I'm 31 years old I'm not in a relationship right now but I did try dating after my marriage and I felt like I was going to try again to try naturally having a baby but then again I don't know if it's me or the person but then again I still didn't produce any baby and now I'm single I still hope to be a mom one day and I know God is going to bless me with a baby but why I have been trying I have learned a lot about my body and the process and I do feel like it's something simple that can be fixed you know now I just got to work on finding a good man or he Finding Me and we working on our future and he understands what I want and then I will be able to kiss and smell a little baby girl that looks exactly like me