hate getting my hopes up

BFN this morning. 12 days late.... I prayed, actullay no I begged god to give me a positive... guess its just not my time yet. Im heart broken yet again. I've taken six test though these late days all BFNs gonna wait to see if my period comes in June, if not gonna go see my doc. I've been really nauseated for a Lil while now, head ach here and there andhot flashes. two times so not sure what to think at this point. Don't want to keep my hopes up...