Just cant find the motivation!!!

Ok, I've been really self conscious about my body the past year or so. we are ttc and wanted to start working out/being more active before getting pregnant to already be in the good habit of it. I am having the hardest time being motivated to actually work out. I hate how I look and am u comfortable even wearing certain clothes, so why cant I find the motivation? What has everyone done to help with motivation? I dont have anyone I can use as an accountability partner, I live 30+ minutes away from my friends so it's super inconvenient. idk. I just want to feel better about my body and am so frustrated with it!! HELP!