​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​​Please interpret my chart, I'm feeling really down about it and getting fed up with the constant let down each month. I just really want my rainbow 😭. Am I out again?

Michelle 🌈baby boy born 2019 baby 2 due March 20