So as I was exiting the store yesterday, I see my neighbor. We usually chat and laugh about crap when we see each other. Anyways, as she gets closer, her first words were, girl you got FAT.

I had already been feeling like shit about it because the last few doctor visits, I have gained weight. Usually by 2-3 pounds at each visit. I hike just about everyday and do the gym. I’ve been trying to lose some weight before summer. My stomach is my toughest so I’m extra self conscious about it. And due to having 3 kids and health reasons, I can only do so much.

So I put on my swimsuit I was excited to wear, took some pics, but just can’t get what she said out of my head. My arms and gut I hate. Ugh, I just needed to vent somewhere because I have no one to vent to!