I'm truly not trying to fish...

I have a lot of self confidence issues and my boyfriend tries to tell me there's no reason to be. So do my friends but I feel like they just say that to me because they feel they have to. I just want people who owe nothing but the truth to me to tell me whether or not I should be..I'm sorry if this seems like I'm trying to be complimented or anything, I'm not. I'm actually really bad at accepting any of any sort. Like I start to tear up and that odd aching hurt in my chest surfaces. I'm sorry if this is a waste of time for anyone to read/look at. 😶