From the beginning, I’ve always had a deep feeling I wasn’t going to be a good mom

Carley
From the beginning, I’ve always had a deep feeling I wasn’t going to be a good mom. I felt like I was going to mess up and break down and let my anxiety control me. It’s been an emotional, thriving, sensational, pregnancy. I wouldn’t change any of it. My baby girl came into this world May 29, 2018 weighing 7lbs 13.8oz and 20.5 inches long. She is the most beautiful little girl I have ever laid my eyes on. The first couple of days I’ve had her, I’ve been so extremely emotional because I still can’t believe I was so honered to have this baby girl. She means everything to me. I look at her and cry and can’t imagin my life any different. Just the 4 days she’s been in my arms, I’ve fallen so much more in love with her. I can’t wait to watch her grow up to be a beautiful, loving, successful, blessing of a lady. Azariah Rae Nicole Smith, momma loves you with all of her heart. 💖👶🏽🎀