I tested this morning and got a BFN @ 11 dpo. It is heartbreaking to do this month after month and I don't know if I can take it. I have so many things working against me. low AMH high FSH frozen sperm that does not live as long and very little chance of this ever working. I have a happy family and love them so much. (12 year old and a 3 year old ) I know some people think I should be happy with what I have and I am but I always saw myself with one more little little. It is heartbreaking to know it may not happen