Rant:::

So we went and got tested for fertility. we have been TTC for a year. I checked out fine but hubby has a normal sperm normal count normal mobility just abnormal sperm. doctor said even IVF is a low chance not to include it cost a body part to get. Yesterday he says babe I want a baby :/ i wanted to tell at him and say well blame yourself but that's not nice so i didnt. I want a Baby too but I cant keep sending myself on the spiral of testing a checking and getting AF.