Feeling nervous😖

Jozline • FTM to a beautiful baby boy 👶🏻💙

So I need some opinions from all the mommy’s out there. I just recently found out I was pregnant and I’m so happy about it. Been imaging this day since I was 12 lol. I always wondered about wether I would do natural or epidural. Never really thought much of it. Well here’s were I’m getting nervous. I have know Idea witch now. I’ve seen videos of epidurals and they look soooooo painful I’m to scared to and then I see where if you go natural it increases ur chance of getting a c-section and some hemorrhaging. And I really don’t want a c-section. I really need to helpful insight from all you ladies that have done this before.