my little tymon was stillborn, I am struggling, Everytime. my two year old sees a baby he gets so excited and yells baby every time he does this I want yo break down crying i feel so bad that his little brother isn't here he was so excited for him, I can't hold my nephew and i can't even bring myself to go see my niece that was born a couple weeks before my Tymon. What are something's that you guys have done to help you through this? i feel so bad i want to be excited for my sister in laws and thier baby's but I just can't, My husband can hold our nephew no problem but every time i see him i just wish my baby was here. i have a hard time talking to some of my family they treat me like I am going to break or tell me how unfair it all is i know how unfair it is I am living it.