Totally breaking down at the moment 😞

I want to start a family so badly.

My husband and I decided to start trying in a few months when we have a few things going on finished up.

Well... we had sex during my period and he finished inside me. I didn’t realize it would be the last day of my period but it was. Then I ovulated early (yes I know for sure). So at 10 dpo (yesterday) I took a test. It had a faint line. Then same thing again this morning. I couldn’t wait for the next day so I held my urine for four hours and took another... it was negative. I don’t know if my faint lines were false positives... evaps(even though they showed in the allotted time)...maybe my urine was too diluted... maybe it’s too early to tell.

I just know that I’m feeling super confused and sad right now because I got really excited 😞