Frustrated

Crystal

I’m so Happy-Excited-Elated and alllll of the above.. I’m PREGNANT 😬😬!! There I said it.. I am frustrated because I can’t get on social media, or tell any family.. I’ve decided to wait due to the fact I’ve had 2 miscarriages before 1 at 5 1/2 weeks and one at 9 weeks 2 days.. But the last miscarriage really took a toll because I saw a heartbeat and everything.. So it was awful when I just let the cat out of the bag about expecting them to turn around and tell everyone we lost the baby.. It was so devastating.. So I am now around 5 1/2 weeks and I want to tell everyone and be excited but don’t want to go through what I did the last time.. So I got on here and told y’all and Boy that felt good.. Oh I forgot to mention I’m 40 and this is our last chance.. Please Pray For Us that this will Be A Happy Healthy Baby In January 2019!!!