Ok sooo.... me and this guy (let’s call him K) were childhood friends. We were like THE BESTEST of friends. We would often hang out together and all. But I would admit we used to do some dirty things (but not that dirty). We were just curious children at the time. So one day after couple of years (approximately 3/4 years later) he confessed to me. But it was in front of my cousin and I felt awkward and so I told him I only liked him as a friend and ran out the room. After that we rarely talked. It’s like we just grew apart cause things got awkward between us. But I had feelings for him and still do and it’s been like what 8 years? I know it’s too long. So recently I started to make small conversation with him trying to get back in touch. One day I was like to the hell with it and asked him do you still like me? But then he was like uhhh this is awkward. However I was thankful it was the beginning of April and was like haha April fools I got you right? Now whenever I would see him at like gatherings or whatever I would always see him staring at me. But I am afraid to ask him. We do talk a bit now but idk it’s like yeah remember when this happened and when that happened. He was my first kiss too. Ugh I am just rambling now.
What should I do? Do you think he likes me?