I suffer from PTSD and depression& anxiety. I often have suicidal thoughts, even when I’m more happy than usual. The medication I’m in doesn’t help as one of the side effects is increased suicidal thoughts, but I just want it all to stop. I just need my head to shut up for just a few minutes. I guess I’m just venting, but this is my last straw. I need everything to go away, and you can call me weak, and say that suicide is the cowards way out, but at this point, well, there is no point.