What went wrong 😭

This morning : So me and my SO have been TTC our second child. We tried on my last ovulation day (May 23rd). I’m 12 dpo, and suppose to start my period on the 6th. I woke up this morning with light pinkish red spotting. I took a test and it was negative.

Now : so I’ve been bleeding for the whole day now, it’s at a medium flow. So I guess it’s my period. Normally my periods are on point but it came two days early...

I am so disappointed and heartbroken. For our first child we didn’t try to get pregnant, it happened the very first time he came in me. So I thought it would happen again. We actually try to conceive and it didn’t work. I am devastated. I even took ovulation tests for a while and lined up for the right time. I feel like a failure. What went wrong 😫 crying my eyes out, I never thought this would happen to me. Please give me some encouragement.. 😭