Need Advice or Something

Michaela

So last month on the 21st ( 2 days before my husband's birthday) I had a miscarriage. Now before I go into how I feel and everything this is something y'all need to know. I have been wanting a baby since I was 16. I tried with my ex boyfriend but it never happened. I'm 20 right now and my husband and I have been trying for 2 years. So after I found out I was pregnant I was beyond excited! then a couple of days later my happiness went to anger and sadness. So anyways it's been a little over a month but not a day goes by that I don't think about my baby. The doctors never did a ultrasound so I never got to see him/her. ( I was about 6 weeks) Am I a mom even though I lost my baby & never saw him/her? Also if I am I was thinking about getting a tattoo in remembrance. Do y'all have any ideas or could y'all show me y'alls?