Anything??

Last month I had almost two weeks worth of positives, then my blood test showed that while I was pregnant- my progesterone was low. I was started immediately on prometrium but by the next day my levels had halved and continued to decrease. :( But- not giving up hope, we went on vacation during my ovulation period aaaannnd now I’m CD26/12DPO. I’m a POAS addict and have been (secretly) testing since 8DPO. All stark white negatives until this morning... I swear I see a faint line. BUT here’s the kicker- my eyes will play tricks on me because I want this so badly. Do you guys see this? Also- I thought I saw something within the time limit, but convinced myself it was me being crazy. So- of course, I trashed it and took a bath. After the bath and drying my hair (approximately an hour later) this was the result. I know we aren’t supposed to look after the window. I know. But this whole process has made me even more crazy and quite possibly a little desperate. Thoughts? Is there a chance this is legit??